I hate myself and my life..?

im so unhappy and dont think i ever will be.. i think its everything getting to me.. shallow as it sounds my image.. my mums an depressed alcoholic... and the rest of my family treat me like dirt and dont respect me. i have no friends.. well some who are just not real friends... and im really uncomfortable around them. im just sittin in my house for days on end.. and im so scared of going out cause i hate people judging me..i dont know how to cope. i want be happy like everyone else is. theres nothing i can do.